Bom bom pow.

Hello malaysiaaaaaaaa! pffft.
udah lama tak meng-update blog.so jum2.heeeeee.

Faiz - we're okayyy.happy together. :) ngeeee i lebiuuuuuuuuuu.
*but,imissyouuuuu too much. yeahhh.imissyou.*
School/Exam/homework - FUCKKKK. dont ask. ;(
Me,myself and i - Sucks.pemalasssss babi urghhhhhhh.and semakinnn bodo! ;((
Money - oho i need moneyyyy :/ plz?
Others - go die lah.


holidays are sucks.I didnt go anywhere.ohh i did.but just outing and lepaking jeeee.I wanna go travelling la mama papa.adoi.huh.Okay better shut up.Done done done.oh well,proudly announce that,i failed my MID-YEAR EXAM baby.Fck the end.
Holidays peeps.so ofcourse i didnt get ang fcking money.So how the fck am i going to qb or gp or mana2 ja ahh.how?how?how?so gimme moneyyyyyyyy laaaa.aiiyooo. =/ andddd aku bo creds.so ta bule call,ta bule msg.fck laa.Oh i got new peeps in my life.But they are just okay laa for me.They didnt bring anything into my life and mean something to me YET,but they're mine i guess.hoho.Maz Liyana Iylia and Mohd. Norshah Ezwan.Kakak and adek baruuuu.weeeee :) And not to forget,people that have brighten up my life and cheer me up.. My baby,myra,saLas.. Weeeee<3.>
So aku tengah desperate perlukan money and my hubby too.
Ciao.

Rinduuuuu.

I miss our old random moments.

I miss our sweet memories.

I miss the old you.

I miss our jokes.

I miss our merepeks stuff.

I miss the past.

I miss the very start of our relationship.

I miss laughing together.

I miss doing things that we love together.

I miss you.

Really miss you.

I am missing every part of you.

I love you so much baby<3

The only Muhammad Faiz Bin Mazli :'(

BENCI SAYANG!

Hari nie aku tersangatlah moody. Haihz. Kat sekola dok ketaq nan folio la ape taik la. Pastu balik lapaqqqqqqqqqqq jee memanjang :( Sampai semua bising. Watafarkk? Aku lapaq pon salah ka? Ayomaa. -.- Hmm. Online jew.Then he text me.He also online.Comment2 camtue jea kt ms. pastu dea off camtue jea. Hissh so tapew la maybe times up d :/ Aku agak moody.Arghh pedulikan perasaan bodo tuhh. So aku makan then merepek2 mcm biasa. Aku layan jiwang. Then 6 something aku g la call him kat public membawa RM2 coins dengan harapan tanak moody2, gado2, na manjeee manjeee jew la.Tapi malangnya public kimak itu sungguh la teramat bodo sekaly.Cam sial.Nak coin 10sen jew.2osen ta buleh masok.Pungkoq ang la.Hieeeeshhh.Pastu he answered ma call. Cakap tak la selancar yang biasa and tak mesra langsung.Aku terus moody gyla2.And the fuck i dont know why. ='((( I really miss u dear.Aku dapat rasa die dah borink and ta sayang kat aku da.Haihzzzzz :'( Im so sorry for all my wrongdoings.

Yesssh, obviously u deserve

'a better gurl than me baby.'

True love,

Lydia<3

God, Im heartless.

Im heartless today and i dont fucking know wataheck is wrong with me.yeah idfk.sheeesh. /: Its not just today but some other day pon like this.Fcuk.I felt like i just wanna fly and fly and flyyyyy away from this tingythat we called 'LIFE'. Yeahh i do think that life is so beautiful but it wont lasts like forevaaaa.It came then it goes just like that.Happy is happy.Living my oh-so-awesome-life-la-konon to the fullest is what im trying to do.So guys shadap! Yes im trying. But its not that easy.I admit that my life are happy but things went up and down.I got peoples that love me,that meant everything to me and the peoples that i really love and care about.They always by my side.Supporting me from behind.I know that.And its already enough for NOW.But u know its like problems and pressure.It will totally ruin my mood.And i'll become heartless.Sometimes i'll feel like my love to 'someone' is fading,it become lesser and lesser,i felt like i miss u too much,i need u badly,and i do love you but its getting down.Fck, i dont fucking want this one kinds of feelings.It ruining me seriously.Im heartless.Tension dengan school yang cam bangang,homeworks,problems and stuff. But deep inside my heart u know i love you so much that i wont let u go. :'/ Peace.

Langkaaaaawi.

- I bought ferrero rochers for him,bangles and cap.-

*Act,cap and bangles tuuu nak share.Hee :)*

Yesterday i was absent from school.Sebab penat tak la sangat tapi penat sangat.WTFFF? ayat songsang doe. -.-' Well just came back from Langkawi.Tak best sangat pon.Im just satisfied with my ownself because i did bought chocs for ma babies :) Thats what i've promise them.And i bought this one stuff kinda like bangles but not bangles.Haha yeahhh whtvr it is.And a white cap with stripe.Andddddddd i bought all of it with my OWN MONEY.

*u should highlight that baby!* Thank you.LOL. So thats made me satisfied.Heeee ;D

Him ; Eh why sayang beli?buang duwet ja la.

Me ; Biaq pi la kat orang.Tak rasa cam buang duwet pon. -.-

Him ; Alaaaa orang kaya memang la tak rasa.!

Me ; Nie awat nieee? Nak kene geget kaaa?

Him ; Naknak.Heeh. Betoi pa.Org kaya an.

Me ; Hubbyyyyyyyyyyy ;/

Him ; Yes hunyyyyyy..?

Me ; Org kalau beli kat org yg kita sayang, tak rasa buang duet pon aihhhhhhhhh!

Him ; Ooh yekeeeew? *ke-blurr-an la kunun*

Me ; Hishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;/

Him ; Alololo baby hubby nie majok dah pulak.Okok sowyy kay..?

Me ; Hmmmmm.

Him ; Hehhh, thanks sayang.

Me ; ;PPP

So,thats it laa for langkawi.I did camwhoring in the boat but malas laa nk upload.Okay toodles!

Love, Lydia.
p.s ; I am missing every part of you. ='(

Migrain.Mati.

Fckkkkkkk. Today memang tak bagos. Haihhhhh :'( i went to school although i am freaking tired.Because yesterday mua jalan jalan saja. Pegi stad la then prangin la.Then balik malam so kene la dengar orang berleter *bla bla bla* Hmmm. I was so sleppy that nite so aku tido teros. Then this morning i went to school. Pagi pagi lagi migrain dah serang aku. Tanpa rasa simpati. BODO! im suffering i tell ya. It hurts like hell. Mcm nak mati taw bhai! Huhhh. Balik pon lelong2 lagi. Then tido teros smp maghrib. Bangun Bath Mamam. He did call and text me in the evening. But aku cam mamun. So dunno what fck aku merepeking. His text pon i didnt reply any of them. Bangun2 otak maseh cramp. Kejang tengok 9 unread messages with 4 missed call. Oh god, tak rase mcm aku bwt bodo jea kew kt die. Huhk sorry bieeeeee. Tak sengaja. Hmm. Reply msg him but he off his hp. Aku sabar jea. At nite bru he text blk. Ok laa. Yang x best today is just because of that stoooopid migrain. It effects my life,my feeling,my mood,my mind,my everythinggggg.. :/ Huhh. Erm tomorrow im heading to langkawi. Im so gonna miss you baby :( But promise i'll buy you chocs kay dear.Haahha :D mcm kanak-kanak riang jea. Bhgya hidop an. Huhu. Okay. Too blank now. I should go pack all my stuff and finish up my homeworks now because tomorrow pagi2 buta suda maw pergi. Chow!

p/s ; I miss you,I need you badly Muhd Faiz Mazli, :'(

Hari ini.

Hello Malaysia!Today aku pegi sekola mcm biasa.As usual,get depressed with all the homeworks and folios.Especially sejarah folio yang memang xpenah aku bwat.Haihhhzz.Tomorrow i HAVE to pass up,if not she'll pass my name to the pengetua.Hmmm.So aku bertekad wanna finish my homeworks within this week.Because this weekend i dont have enough time to finish up all of them,yeahh well im going to langkawi.Not too happy.Besa besa jea okay! Tak excited pon laa.Go there dgn satu matlamat saja,wanna buy chocolates and only chocolates for ma babies at penang.Heeeee :) Sabaq sayangss. I'll buy for each of u,dun worry! ;)

So i gotta finish this homeworks first sebab kene pass up A.SA.P kann.Here u go,

* Sejarah Folio, Elemen 1.

*Science PEKA, Practical Book.

*KH notes and exercises.

Thats all for now laa.Tapi ada berlungguk lagi wey,i swear i'll die with Seni teacher sebab potret tak penah aku buat.Tak wujud langsung pon!Haaaha, sorry teacher! :/ Hmmm.

Tadi after school,jalan sorang2 pegi midland.Meet my sayang.Then lepak kt McD jea.Then go back.He cried.I dont fuckin know why.Hmm.Miss you dear :'(

Okay laaaa.I'll update later.Tataaa!

Muhammad Faiz Mazli,

I need you :'(